i Wish i Could Be On Time!

05 March 2004

In Response to last night's blog
Last night I just wanted to be loved. Even if it only lasted for one night, I just wanted to be held. So I ran to the one thing I shouldn't have...Hallmark Man. I ran because he has the ability to love for a short time. That good kind of love. The kind that has hearts pounding and sheets twisted. The kind where I look into his eyes and get lost. The kind that I regret the next morning. Regret because I know it only lasts for one night, and I wish it lasted longer. Even though some people don't like Christina Aguilera, I happen to like her a lot. And I love this fucking song!


Christina Aguilera - Stripped - lyrics
Walkaway
What do you do when you know something's bad for you
And you still can't let go?
I was naive, your love was like candy
artificially sweet, I was deceived by the wrapping
Got caught in your web and I learned how to bleed
I was prey in your bed and devoured completely
And it hurts my soul cause I can't let go
All these walls are caving in, I can't stop my sufferin'
I hate to show that I lost control
Cause I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need
To walk away from
I need to get away from you, need to walk away from you
get away, walk away, walk away. . .
I should have known that I was used for amusement
Couldn't see through the smoke,
It was all an illusion
Now I've been licking my wounds, but the venom seeps deeper
We both can seduce, but darlin' you hold me prisoner
Oh, I'm about to break, I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure, and I'm fiendin' for a cure
Every step I take leads to one mistake
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
Oh, I can't mend this torn stat I'm in
Getting nothing in return, what did I do to deserve
The pain of this slow burn
And everywhere I turn, I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
To walk away from
I need to get away from you, need to walk away from you
Get away, walk away, walk away. . .
Every time I try to grasp for air
I am smothered in despair
It's never over, over, oh. . .
Seems I'll never wake from this nightmare,
I let out a silent prayer. . .
Let it be over, over, oh. . .
Inside I'm screaming, begging, pleading no more
Now what to do, my heart has been bruised
So sad but it's true, each beat reminds me of you
It hurts my soul, cause I can't go
All these walls are caving in, I can't stop my sufferin'
I hate to show that I've lost control
Cause I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
Oh, I'm about to break, I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure, and I'm fiendin' for a cure
Every step I take leads to one mistake
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
Oh, I can't mend this torn state I'm in
Getting nothing in return, what did I do to deserve
The pain of this slow burn
And everywhere I turn, I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
To walk away from
need to get away from you, need to walk away from you
get away, walk away, walk away
Only thing I need to do
Is walk away from you


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